Have you ever sinned and wondered afterward, "How in the world did I get here?"  That is a common thing with a lot of believers - and honestly - too common to me to be too comfortable with it.  But that kind of moment is one where we need wisdom.  The wisdom we need is an understanding of the very question we've asked.  How did we get there?  If we don't know at the moment - we need to know.  The reason we need to know is because unless we know how we got to a point of sin, we will probably not stop sinning in this way.  The best way to deal with this is to know the steps to how we got there.  Let me share something with you that is very helpful to me when I  struggle and fall into sin occasionally.  I call it a "post-mortem" analysis of my sin.

James says this to us, "Let no one say when he is tempted, "I am being tempted by God"; for God cannot be tempted by evil, and He Himself does not tempt anyone. But each one is tempted when he is carried away and enticed by his own lust. Then when lust has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and when sin is accomplished, it brings forth death." James 1:13-15

It is good to take a closer look at the day or days leading up to your sin.  What I found was that often I was either being set up or was setting myself up for a fall.  The first thing James tells us is that we are NOT being tempted by God.  Too often we think, "God, why did You do this to me?  Why did you have this temptation come my way?"  We think God is responsible for our circumstances - at least these that surround sinning.  God is most definitely Sovereign over all things - BUT - He does not tempt us.  Not blaming God for our problems is a huge first step towards freedom.

James does mention where all this comes from in life.  He says that we are "tempted by lust" and then when we don't respond to it properly we are "carried away" by it.  First comes temptation - from which I must flee!  Lust here is not referring to sexual sin exclusively.  It is referring to a strong desire that arises out of our self-centered and self-honoring fallen nature.   If I find myself not responding and reacting to these intense fleshly desires immediately. (which I usually did not in this process) my heart would begin hardening to God, to His Word, and to the promptings and warnings of the Holy Spirit.  I was not being responsive to Jesus.  Left unchecked, these strong desires would grow and I would find myself being "carried away by lust."  Soon I would find that not only was I being tempted - but because I was "lingering" - I soon was carried away by my lust into sin.  

Let me ask you something at this point.  Ever have one of those times when you think, "Man it was like I was unable to stop - like I was being carried away!  Well - unfortunately - that was exactly what was happening.  You did not stop sin at the point of your own desires being perverted from the truth.  Therefore they became so strong that you felt like you could not resist.  It was like someone else was controlling you.  That is the power of sin and lust.  It is powerful - and will dominate you if you do not resist early and often.  At this point you are having lust conceive in your heart - and that conception is about to give birth to sin.   

The next step is to give birth to sin.  The strong desire, left unchallenged, has now dominated our minds and our actions.  This means we are about to sin - to choose to disobey God - to choose to disregard Scripture - even to choose to silence the protest of our conscience as we act out in a way that is in defiance to God's standards and commands.  The result of this will be death.  Spiritually we will feel dead.  There will be a grieving of the Holy Spirit and a deadening of our ability to discern what God desires.  Rather than being led by the Spirit - we are allowing ourselves to be led by the flesh.  The Spirit's fire will be doused within us - we may even feel things like a lack of desire for the Word - an aversion to prayer - and plenty of condemnation.  Yeah - pretty much plenty of death is available to us at this point in our sinful escapade.  

A "post-mortem" analysis of sin asks the following types of questions.  

1. What was I allowing myself to linger over in what I saw, what I thought, what I considered, or even what I fantasized about?"  
   
2. What was I doing that led up to the strong desires that came upon me?
3. Was I watching, listening, participating in anything that weakened my desire for God prior to sinning?
4. Was I neglecting time in the Word, prayer, fellowship prior to the sin?  (One of the things that I see most in my post-mortem looks - is that I was neglecting either my quiet time - or prayer.
5. Was there any kind of incident where I became angry, bitter, or unforgiving toward someone?
6. What kind of thoughts were going through my head?  Did I seek to combat them with Scripture?
7. Was there any direct link between the temptation - and anything I've done in the last 24 hours?

When we do this, we will most likely find and identify the things that led up to our sin.  We will see things like television shows or movies that led to lustful thoughts.  We may find that we were wandering from God for days before this thing hit.  We will often find that our minds were definitely NOT being renewed with the Word.  And one other "usual culprit" will be bitterness and unforgiveness - especially when it is toward a brother or sister in Christ - or a close family member.   

The last step in this "post-mortem" analysis is to identify the activities or choices made that led to sin.  But that will not be enough.  We need to deal with these things.  There is a very simple truth here we must grasp.  We CANNOT do these things and remain pure.  We MUST address these things with the Word and with repentance and a purpose to act differently in the future.  This will be the way to turn a sinful situation into one that will not only instruct us - but will in large measure - protect us from things that will lead us into sin in the future.  It will also help us to greatly lesson the areas where we feel that when we take a small step - we are gone - because sin has such power over us so quickly.  Think of it as CSI - Jesus.  The Lord takes apart the crime scene (here a sin-scene) and examines it to show us all the evidence that points to us acting in ways that are going to end up embracing sin and ungodliness.  That will be more valuable to us than gold!

     God led Paul to write to Timothy the following statement, “First of all, then, I urge that entreaties and prayers, petitions and thanksgivings, be made on behalf of all men,  for kings and all who are in authority, so that we may lead a tranquil and quiet life in all godliness and dignity. This is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Savior, who desires all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth.  (1 Timothy 2:1-3, NASB)  It is one that we need to heed—especially in light of the current problems that we are facing as a nation—and the way that our leadership is choosing to lead us in the midst of them.

     As a nation, we are facing difficult times.  It is during those times that a leader has the greatest opportunity to lead.  It was during such times that we watched great leaders like Winston Churchill rise to lead in extraordinary ways.  It was in those times that the greatest leaders led their people to pull together and face the problems they faced with a unified front.  Unfortunately for us—our current leadership is not following their lead.  Instead of pulling our nation together—they are pitting one group against another for their own selfish interests.  What I am referring to is our current president’s practice of encouraging class warfare in light of the crises we face.  Jesus told us that a house divided against itself will not stand.  I can only hope that our current administration will read these words and cease fanning the flames of social conflict in our land.

     There is a conscious effort by President Obama to pit the rich against the poor.  In the midst of growing unrest, he and others in the Democrat party are encouraging protests that are attempting to further increase this growing rift in our nation.  Whether or not you agree with his economics—one thing is certain—this will not turn out well in the end. 

     There were two revolutions in the 1700’s that radically changed the politics of our world.  One was the American Revolution.  It’s purpose was to spread freedom.  The other was the French Revolution, which was supposed to be about freedom, but which degenerated into class warfare in the end.  One led to what is arguably the greatest spread of freedom in history—while the other wound up shedding copious amounts of blood as well as precipitating a period of chaos ending in a totalitarian state that severely limited freedom. 

     Why do we need to pray?  Because if we continue on this path of pitting one against another “within” our society    economically, it will only be a matter of time and political desperation until the next step will be pitting one race against another.  The leaders who today want to divide us on financial lines—will in the near future step up their rhetoric to    divide us on racial lines.  If you think things are problematic now with the encouragement of class warfare—wait until they begin encouraging racial conflict as well.  We need to pray for wisdom to prevail—and—we need to do all we can as the church to heal these divides—not further encourage them.  This is why I urge you to follow the admonition of Paul to young Timothy.  It is a time for us to pray—and pray diligently for cooler, wiser heads to prevail in the halls of leadership.